Silent Hill - The Town That Takes All

Farewell

Fri, 14 Dec 2007 04:36:07 GMT

.....

Well, I found a way out. A way back to my home, back to Silent Hill. This place...this place has so many wonderful and horrible memories alike. I'll never forget the people ~~or enemies~~ I made here. But the Red God calls, as do the innocent, and their persecutors require judgment. My time here is done.

Rosiel, Alexiel....thank you both for everything. You gave me back something that I thought I would never be able to have again. I am indebted to you. Should you ever find yourselves in Silent Hill, know that you are more than welcome there and you have my protection.

Valerie, even though you aren't here, I owe a lot to you as well....you were the mother I never had.

But most of all...

Henry....Henry, I wish I could have taken you with me. You mean the world to me, even though I don't know where you are. I hope that Silent Hill will bring you to me, and perhaps it is...maybe Silent Hill is meant to be our Paradise after all. I love you.

And I guess....I guess that's it. Thanks for everything....I'll miss this place, but I'm sure it won't miss me.

I must take your farewell
Carried by destiny
Bound to obey

I must take your farewell
Trails of discovery
Lead me an ocean away

......goodbye.

((ooc;.....aaaand she's gone, having found a way back home through the tunnel in the basement of the manor/Underground.))

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 04:26:17 GMT

It's....funny. Funny that bad things happen to good people. Why is it that the innocent must suffer? Is it because we've sinned in some way? I can't think of what I did wrong....what I did to deserve these burns, these scars...and to be bedridden for the rest of my life.

~~I wish things were different. I wish that there was a god.~~

((ooc; If Alessa had never prayed in the first place, she never would have become consumed with revenge or turned Silent Hill into the place she did. Instead, she would have been subdued, forced to live in the hospital for the rest of her life due to the severity of the burns she experienced.))

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 03:26:10 GMT

[Voice Post]

M-mommy...? Lisa...?

It's so quiet....but this isn't the hospital....I can tell...it's so cold....

Mommy, where are you...? I'm scared, mommy...

[Sounds of a child beginning to cry]

[/End Transmission]

((ooc; And I'm sure you're all familiar with child-like Alessa by now. She's not murderous this time, though. Just scared and in pain.))

Wed, 07 Nov 2007 04:32:28 GMT

Ow. Apparently this place doesn't have enough branches and plants to drive people insane, so it has to compensate once in awhile. And I swear to god if I get bit by a mosquito one more time, I'm going to kill something - preferably not human, of course.

((ooc; Heat + mosquitoes + Alessa = Not happy D: ))

Thu, 01 Nov 2007 06:37:34 GMT

Happy belated Halloween, I guess. I don't know if I can really say that in genuinely, given the state of everyone yesterday, but...

Eh. Halloween was always a forbidden holiday for us kids, believe it or not. The community was largely influenced by religion, and I used to always envy the few kids in Silent Hill that got to dress up in costumes and get candy (from not a lot of people, but still). They always told us that it was the devil's holiday, so instead of having fun we'd have to go to church. I always hated that.

Then why didn't I go and join the festivities? I don't know. I guess I'm still scared of leaving the house. Everyone I knew was killed, Pyramid Head was destroyed, the Red God left, and then there was that witch burning curse which brought back one memory too many that I would prefer to forget. I'm scared that if I leave the house, someone's going to hunt me down again and kill me, even though I really am going to change this time! I'm not going to hurt people anymore.

~~Or at least try not to...~~

((ooc; Strikes deleted >_>;;; ))

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 03:34:22 GMT

[Voice Post]

[Sound of water splashing and gasping can be heard]

Wh-what the...[coughs]

What the hell is this???? Why am I all wet??? Someone turn a fucking light on, I can't see a goddamn thing...

....

....hello? Is anyone there....?

Henry? Hello?

What's this little flashlight floating around here...?

[/Voice Post]

((ooc; Ah yes, the classic stuck-in-a-disgusting-abandoned-bathroom trap!!!))

Mon, 01 Oct 2007 06:21:02 GMT

To be normal, to wake up in the morning and not have to have the duties and obligations that bind me to such a place…

To forget Silent Hill, the place that is my torture chamber, my slaughter house, the place and the people that broke my mother and hurt me in more ways than one…

To be happy, to have a family, and to have that future I used to dream about when I was a little girl…

An existence without Red Gods and jealousy, men from the pits of hell itself with giant knives and helmets on their heads, “children” that are nothing but twisted shells of the people they once were…

To be normal. To be happy.

…..with you. It is what I want.

Deities. Let’s make a deal, shall we?

Thu, 27 Sep 2007 05:09:41 GMT

Night....as black as the raven's wings, and as cold as death. I heard of the festival, but was unable to see it, due to....circumstances.

He is gone again. One day, I could feel his presence, and the next...it's gone. It's been that way for awhile now. At first, it was painful, and I felt sick and didn't want to do much of anything, but...I have to be strong. Strong like my mother was, even if they broke her. Things aren't going to happen like we had dreamed and hoped in this place, but...I can find happiness, even without my god. And judgment...I cannot judge here. I had tried, so many, many times, but...I'm realizing now that it's okay. They have their justice system. Justice will prevail, and the innocent can be protected now without me. Silent Hill is my courtroom, the City is not. The events of the past few months have made that perfectly clear.

Instead, I will try to move forward and be happy, if it's even possible for a monster like me.

Wed, 01 Aug 2007 02:13:51 GMT

Things are quiet around here. I heard about that blob thing, but didn't feel like going out to see it...although seeing lots of people floating in it sounds like it would've looked funny.

...Xulchibara has left again, probably in mourning for the child, still. I wish he'd just stay here, so that way we can start to rebuild Paradise, but...

Henry? Let's go do something. Like...let's go out to eat; I'm not very good at cooking anyways. Anything other than just hanging around here.

Thu, 05 Jul 2007 03:00:39 GMT

....Could you say everything is okay? I'm not sure. Henry is back...different from before, but it's him. He's so innocent, and I think, really, that it was his innocence that appealed to me so much. I'm glad he has it back ~~even if he can't remember everything, but it's okay, because I can make him fall in love with me again~~.

......

My back has been aching for days; it keeps bleeding. Probably won't stop until he tells it to. ~~I don't think I've ever been that close to dying before, not even when I was being burnt alive.~~ I can tell...he is watching me now. Those dark red eyes.

........Don't worry. If I get killed, you'd all know it. The pets would go mad with it.

((ooc; Me n Ang still have to finish the log, but what happened essentially, was that Alessa and Xulchibara got into a HUGE fight, and Xulchibara carved his circle of rune symbols into her back. Make-up smex followed, but she's still kind of "argh".))

Thu, 28 Jun 2007 00:39:06 GMT

......Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.

I am so pissed right now I can barely type coherently. First, that-that....I don't even know the proper word for her....gets pregnant with his child, leaves us....comes back...then leaves us again and gets her fucking child killed. Some mother...

And him!!!! The nerve of him, accusing me of being jealous when I was defending him! He gave up his immortality for her! Does he not realize how dangerous that was for all of us, for him??? I don't want to see him having to be so weak in order to keep her happy. I want him to be the strong god I know he is.

Fuck this. I'm taking a walk. If Ran can leave, so can I, goddamnit.

.....I'm pissed as all hell. Don't ask why...it's too frustrating to really talk about. Approach at your own risk - I'm not afraid to bite.

Sat, 23 Jun 2007 15:39:44 GMT

[Voice Post]

I'm in a....well, it's some kind of military compound, I think. The people here aren't people; they look it, but I think something's wrong with them. There's all sorts of monsters around here. I'm not too scared; I've been able to get through here with only the most minor of cuts and bruises so far. It's strange, not being able to control these beings when I am able to do so with the ones from my home world...

....Is there anybody here other than me?

[A faint rasping sound can be heard in the background]

...What the fuck is that...?

Oh shi-

[Connection terminated//End Voice Post]

((ooc; Alessa, meet the Iron Maiden monster! 8D She's in RE 4, obviously, and has just come face to face with the most creepiest badass monster in the entire game. I thought a battle between them would be interesting, since he's got those spikes and she's got barbed wire.))

Fri, 22 Jun 2007 04:23:55 GMT

.....well. At least the madness is over.

.....

She's gone. It's not just Rangiku, either....Xulchibara's child. She's dead. I almost want to see her, to see what she looks like. Now that I think about it, I don't think I've ever really seen a baby before. Parents would keep their kids and newborns away from me.

I suppose a proper mourning is needed. A moment of silence perhaps? I'm not sure....

....The Red One....he needs to know of this. I suppose I better inform him - I don't exactly think it would be best if he talked to Ran for now, until the news has sunk in.

Walter. May I accompany you on one of your judgments? I would like to watch...~~it would make me feel better.~~

Henry...our child will never die, in the womb or outside of it. She'll live forever, and I'll protect Her with all the power in my possession. I promise.....~~if we ever have a child, that is.~~

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 15:23:43 GMT

......

.....I can't stand this.....

It hurts to be away from him....hurts to think what that - that damned thing is doing to him.....

Henry is mine. I chose him long, long ago....when I first arrived here. I knew he was special, I knew there was something different about him because he treated me like I was a person, not a monster. He was the first person to hear my story in this City. He didn't judge me even after I told him what I did to Christabella.

.....I'll do anything to get him back. Anything. I just....I just want to see him again. To hold him in my arms, to kiss his sweet lips and tell him that we'll never be apart....

......I'm going to try and see him, before that damned vampire does more damage. He's forgotten how we were, but he needs to know...he needs to know I love him.

Wed, 06 Jun 2007 06:40:23 GMT

I missed the darkness, the presence of the Red Angel, but all is not well.

Apparently there is "unrest in paradise", to coin a well-known phrase. Their arguing has been causing me quite a headache, and I do wish she wouldn't get him so upset...If anything, it will just tire him out more, and the last thing I want is for the Red God to be weakened again.

I wonder....perhaps some sacrifices will bring our Lord's spirits up....

Pyramid Head, what say you about us taking a little stroll and getting rid of a few sinners? Just like old times, hmm?

Private//Hackable to friends

Mon, 04 Jun 2007 04:51:29 GMT

.....I want him back.

.....at least....he has returned to me...my angel of death...

.....Xulchibara. I wish...I want to help take care of you. I know you must take care of Ran, but...I want to help you keep your strength.

((ooc; Alessa will be spending time with Pyramid Head mostly.))

Sun, 20 May 2007 15:29:27 GMT

....well. The past few days were certainly interesting. It's a pity that my burns only went away this morning and not before this curse took place, since I've always wanted to have that kind of experience, being able to go to school without getting papers, erasers, books, smelly socks and god knows what else thrown at me. A regular, normal, high school experience...

But it's all right. My burns are gone, I have paid my price, and I know, somehow in my heart, that Christopher, Rose, and Sharon are safe. Our world has been saved.

Henry's naivete has gone on long enough, don't you think? Is there anything that I can do to help...? To bring him back to normal, I mean?

....but, he doesn't really want to go back to being the Serpent, doesn't he...?

Fri, 18 May 2007 05:44:45 GMT

....This sucks ass. I know, you guys are all complaining about the finals and everything, but honestly? I would much rather take it now than later. Being sick isn't the best thing to be in the world right now, especially before prom ~~not like anyone would ask me anyway~~. Complain all you like, at least you'll be done before I am.

Fri, 11 May 2007 15:27:40 GMT

There was quite a few newcomers here the other day, but it seems that they are gone now. Thankfully they knew better than to say anything on a personal level, and the manor was secure against them.

....Ran, thank you for telling me those stories. I have never heard those before, and they're awfully fascinating. ♥

I have heard that Shadow has left the City. That is good; he's been through enough already, and now he can go home. I only wish him the best of luck.

Time to rest...

Wed, 09 May 2007 01:57:46 GMT

....I had forgotten how painful this is. At least I didn't have to go through the actual burning process all over again. Just wake up and there they are. Needless to say, I won't be getting out of bed anytime soon until this is all over. It's too painful to move very much....I really wish Lisa were here...she was scared of me, but she took really good care of me.

I trust that the rest of you are all right? Xulchibara, I could feel your strength waning. If you need to rest or take a break, go ahead. I can handle the pain if you need to rest....Ran, look after him for me, okay?

I won't be taking any visitors for three weeks. The only one whom I will permit to see me in such a condition is my Guardian. Everyone else, just....please stay away. ~~I'm embarrassed, shamed...but for Rose, Sharon, and Christopher, I would endure this pain all over again.~~

Wed, 02 May 2007 02:06:03 GMT

It's very dark....nothing can penetrate the darkness, not even the smallest candle. It's almost...welcome, this darkness. The darkness always made me feel safe. The Order feared the darkness that I brought upon them. They sought light - that was their protection. The darkness was mine, and not even their birds could save them ~~some of the time~~.

The last plague is tomorrow. I do not care for the slaughtering of lambs, but if any of the rest of the household feel the need to go along with the tradition, go ahead.

Xulchibara...I wish to spend some time with you, if it is at all possible?

~~Tomorrow...tomorrow I will be ugly and burnt again.~~

((ooc; Strikes DELETED.))

Tue, 01 May 2007 03:45:45 GMT

After much deliberation, I have come to a conclusion. I wish to exchange my healed skin, the symbol of my strength and rebirth, for a golden ribbon. I do not love Silent Hill, but there are ~~four~~ three very important people who live in my world, and deserve life.

I hope that this exchange can be made, and in the utmost secrecy, if at all possible.

((ooc; Alessa will have her burns returned to her for the exchange that her world does not become destroyed. Like she said, she isn't doing it for the town itself, but for Christopher, Rose, ~~Dahlia~~, and Sharon. Expect emo!ness in the future.))

Mon, 30 Apr 2007 22:24:57 GMT

....and even more bugs. Should I be surprised? No, I don't think so.

Red One, the final plague is approaching. What do you propose we do? Is Silent Hill worth the sacrifice?

Thu, 26 Apr 2007 02:39:56 GMT

Ugh...I....I can't breathe very well....and my chest hurts....

Xulchibara....you can't get sick, can you? If you can, then please stay away, along with Henry....

I really don't feel good...

Also...nobody....please don't take a ribbon. Silent Hill's fucked anyway...I made sure of that. But if Sharon and Rose...if they're going to die...I can't just sit by and...

Ugh....

((ooc; Alessa has pneumonia, and the symptoms she's experiencing are the chest pains, difficulty breathing, and fever. If you want to come and visit her, go ahead, but she won't be very happy...she doesn't want to get anybody else sick.))

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 15:17:21 GMT

I feel so much better.....I never want that to happen again.

....I will be visiting the pets if you need me, Red One. I wish to see blood spill and perfect my art of judgment. Without my Guardian here, I need to be even more efficient and make up for his lack of presence.

((ooc; Alessa has riverted back into her old morbid/evil self...she won't snap out of it until Henry gets better, since he's the one that coaxed her out of it when she first arrived there, along with Valerie. Until then she will be torturing some of the monsters in the Underground at random and being a bit more creepy than usual.))