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alessalearnt [userpic]

Farewell

December 13th, 2007 (11:24 pm)
nostalgic

current mood: nostalgic
current song: Kamelot - Farewell

.....

Well, I found a way out. A way back to my home, back to Silent Hill. This place...this place has so many wonderful and horrible memories alike. I'll never forget the people or enemies I made here. But the Red God calls, as do the innocent, and their persecutors require judgment. My time here is done.

Rosiel, Alexiel....thank you both for everything. You gave me back something that I thought I would never be able to have again. I am indebted to you. Should you ever find yourselves in Silent Hill, know that you are more than welcome there and you have my protection.

Valerie, even though you aren't here, I owe a lot to you as well....you were the mother I never had.

But most of all...

Henry....Henry, I wish I could have taken you with me. You mean the world to me, even though I don't know where you are. I hope that Silent Hill will bring you to me, and perhaps it is...maybe Silent Hill is meant to be our Paradise after all. I love you.

And I guess....I guess that's it. Thanks for everything....I'll miss this place, but I'm sure it won't miss me.

I must take your farewell
Carried by destiny
Bound to obey

I must take your farewell
Trails of discovery
Lead me an ocean away


......goodbye.

((ooc;.....aaaand she's gone, having found a way back home through the tunnel in the basement of the manor/Underground.))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

November 14th, 2007 (11:22 pm)
depressed

current mood: depressed
current song: Rotting Christ - Gaia Tellus

It's....funny. Funny that bad things happen to good people. Why is it that the innocent must suffer? Is it because we've sinned in some way? I can't think of what I did wrong....what I did to deserve these burns, these scars...and to be bedridden for the rest of my life.

I wish things were different. I wish that there was a god.

((ooc; If Alessa had never prayed in the first place, she never would have become consumed with revenge or turned Silent Hill into the place she did. Instead, she would have been subdued, forced to live in the hospital for the rest of her life due to the severity of the burns she experienced.))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

November 11th, 2007 (10:22 pm)

[Voice Post]

M-mommy...? Lisa...?

It's so quiet....but this isn't the hospital....I can tell...it's so cold....

Mommy, where are you...? I'm scared, mommy...

[Sounds of a child beginning to cry]

[/End Transmission]

((ooc; And I'm sure you're all familiar with child-like Alessa by now. She's not murderous this time, though. Just scared and in pain.))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

November 6th, 2007 (11:23 pm)
blah

current mood: blah

Ow. Apparently this place doesn't have enough branches and plants to drive people insane, so it has to compensate once in awhile. And I swear to god if I get bit by a mosquito one more time, I'm going to kill something - preferably not human, of course.

((ooc; Heat + mosquitoes + Alessa = Not happy D: ))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

November 1st, 2007 (02:32 am)
thoughtful
Tags:

current mood: thoughtful

Happy belated Halloween, I guess. I don't know if I can really say that in genuinely, given the state of everyone yesterday, but...

Eh. Halloween was always a forbidden holiday for us kids, believe it or not. The community was largely influenced by religion, and I used to always envy the few kids in Silent Hill that got to dress up in costumes and get candy (from not a lot of people, but still). They always told us that it was the devil's holiday, so instead of having fun we'd have to go to church. I always hated that.

Then why didn't I go and join the festivities? I don't know. I guess I'm still scared of leaving the house. Everyone I knew was killed, Pyramid Head was destroyed, the Red God left, and then there was that witch burning curse which brought back one memory too many that I would prefer to forget. I'm scared that if I leave the house, someone's going to hunt me down again and kill me, even though I really am going to change this time! I'm not going to hurt people anymore.

Or at least try not to...

((ooc; Strikes deleted >_>;;; ))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

October 10th, 2007 (11:29 pm)
bitchy

current mood: bitchy

[Voice Post]

[Sound of water splashing and gasping can be heard]

Wh-what the...[coughs]

What the hell is this???? Why am I all wet??? Someone turn a fucking light on, I can't see a goddamn thing...

....

....hello? Is anyone there....?

Henry? Hello?

What's this little flashlight floating around here...?

[/Voice Post]

((ooc; Ah yes, the classic stuck-in-a-disgusting-abandoned-bathroom trap!!!))

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

October 1st, 2007 (02:17 am)
determined

current mood: determined

To be normal, to wake up in the morning and not have to have the duties and obligations that bind me to such a place…

To forget Silent Hill, the place that is my torture chamber, my slaughter house, the place and the people that broke my mother and hurt me in more ways than one…

To be happy, to have a family, and to have that future I used to dream about when I was a little girl…

An existence without Red Gods and jealousy, men from the pits of hell itself with giant knives and helmets on their heads, “children” that are nothing but twisted shells of the people they once were…

To be normal. To be happy.

…..with you. It is what I want.

Deities. Let’s make a deal, shall we?

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

September 27th, 2007 (01:01 am)
blank

current mood: blank

Night....as black as the raven's wings, and as cold as death. I heard of the festival, but was unable to see it, due to....circumstances.

Private//Hackable only to Henry )

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

July 31st, 2007 (09:13 pm)
bored

current mood: bored

Things are quiet around here. I heard about that blob thing, but didn't feel like going out to see it...although seeing lots of people floating in it sounds like it would've looked funny.

...Xulchibara has left again, probably in mourning for the child, still. I wish he'd just stay here, so that way we can start to rebuild Paradise, but...

Henry? Let's go do something. Like...let's go out to eat; I'm not very good at cooking anyways. Anything other than just hanging around here.

alessalearnt [userpic]

(no subject)

July 4th, 2007 (10:43 pm)
blank

current mood: blank
current song: Psychotic Waltz - Little People

Private//Hackable to Friends )

OOC )

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